Choosing to have a break from the routine that I’d built up over the months was a poor but necessary decision.
I haven’t yet mastered the art of getting back on the wagon once you come off. I keep forgetting how hard it is to motivate oneself to limit/restrict/supress your desires.
First it was ‘I deserve a break’
Then, my husband was making a major life change and my stomach was in knots.
Of course, school holidays meant another break in routine.
Beach holiday, interstate trip, daughter’s 4th birthday party, etc, etc.
This is where my frustration levels peak and I start using really derogatory self talk and ‘hating on myself’.
When I rediscover my mojo or find a formula for getting back on the wagon I will MOST definitely share!